The definition of helpless is
1.unable to help oneself; weak or dependent: a helpless invalid.
2.
deprived of strength or power; powerless; incapacitated: They were helpless with laughter.
3.
affording no help.
That is exactly how I feel. I cant help our littlest child gain weight. Hes hurting and mama cant come to the rescue. Hes lost 5 more ounces and is skin and bones and I cant help him at all. Ive done everything I can and now its all up to this tube and him. the past 7 months Ive busted my butt and practically lived at the dr office to try to help him and nothing we did worked. Now after 6 days in the hospital, being cut open from rib to rib, and being in so much pain he cries non stop this is supposed to help. I lay on my knees tonight to just pray to God that he can take this pain away from him and help him gain weight.
As a mother, you are supposed to be able to help your babies and comfort them and in our case I cant. I have cried so many tears over this that there are none left to cry out. It is all up to God and this tube now!
That is exactly how I feel. I cant help our littlest child gain weight. Hes hurting and mama cant come to the rescue. Hes lost 5 more ounces and is skin and bones and I cant help him at all. Ive done everything I can and now its all up to this tube and him. the past 7 months Ive busted my butt and practically lived at the dr office to try to help him and nothing we did worked. Now after 6 days in the hospital, being cut open from rib to rib, and being in so much pain he cries non stop this is supposed to help. I lay on my knees tonight to just pray to God that he can take this pain away from him and help him gain weight.
As a mother, you are supposed to be able to help your babies and comfort them and in our case I cant. I have cried so many tears over this that there are none left to cry out. It is all up to God and this tube now!
Lyssa, I am praying for you!!
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